Strumming Some Heartstrings


Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Feelings; 6th sense. at 6:32 AM

I always thought he understood me the most. I thought he'd always be there for me. It's exam period, yet I'm still here blogging, sucha loser yeah?
Ohwell, I just need to have someone to talk to uh.. I cried like I've nvr cried before... First time ever. He changed so damn much. He could let go of this 10 month relationship so easily, not for me tho. So many picture-perfect memories flashed pass, and I know I won't have the chance to relive 'em. LOL.
Even till now, he's still complaining bout all the bad stuffs bout me. Saying I do smth to him, and whn he does tht back to me, I'll rage and etc. It's not even like that can! ): I've been trying to be understanding, trying to change for him, yet he sees none of that. I guess, he really hates me..
How could he beAr to let go so easily? I really don't understand. S'more the reason for his brkup is damn ridiculous to me. It's not even reasonable! Goddamn shit. Sigh. When will I ever let go of this rs? This feelings, sucks. I wanna go back in time, and make things right.
Really hate the way he's treating me now. So vulgar, so impatient, so cold and ridiculous! God oh god, if all these was just a bad nightmare. ): god, please just take away all my pain. Don't wanna cry and cry like a retard whn he don't even give a damn. Please?
xoxo,
you know you love me




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